sex
this is the most hidden place to confess this and if you’re reading this and know me pesonallly, I’m sorry but I’m only human.
sex. need it. want it. haven’t had it. but what’s a good girl to do. AUGH!!! I simply NEED TO GET LAID. Seriously, what’s a good girl to do? Sluts, man whores, players, hot guys, hot girls, rappers, and r & b singers may not have this problem BUT I DO. How often do I wish I could just Usher or Trey Songz my way into a club and grab the hottest girl and just charm her off her cute little feet? Only to get in on in a suave, smoothe, and hot romancey style. This never happens is real life. Does it?
I wish my life was like some r & b video. Where’s there’s a girl I got my eye on and it just so happens that she’s at the same club or it just so happens that she’s home all alone and lonely, and I am jusssst the person…..whatever. you get the picture.
Problem: Need sex. - I CAN get it but not w/o lowering my standards.
#1 - I’m a femme lesbian in Ventura and there ARE LIKE NO other cute girls here that are single.
#2 - If I were just one degree more desperado, I could get with a butch. But they’re not my cup of tea and I know I’d regret it later. Butches always fall for you if you’re cute and femme and nice enough to them.
#3 - As bad as I want/need it - I’ve never been a casual sex kinda gal and THIS REALLY SUCKS bc it probably means I’ll be flying solo for a while.
Geezus.
