question for Adela…after all these years…
I’ve taken it upon myself to take the blame for it not working out - well, cause’ I was the one to push the brakes.
but thinking about it more - I gotta ask:
Did I get a fair shake at it? I mean really - a fair shake?
(or)…
is it that you weren’t ever completely there, completely present. carrying on with me in a wave of passion but when that wore out, things were cut short bc
1) i could never measure up to Debra
2) You felt that and just bailed…emotionally, sexually, all of it?
if this is the case, then it changes everything.
